stomach felt calcified today. like i learned about heart disease last night, made a model of its triggers in class, for fun, because i can. made 4 intricate models of the evolution via natural selection of giraffes today. i drew them differently every time.
how can i still be this. how could i be the same
and go on
-- i can't, necessarily !
-- i couldn't
-- i do
(wed oct 22)