"relax" time

hey bloggggerooni,

you’re intercepting me in my personal time. you see, i’ve been employing apple calendar– i cannot reccomend her enough– and 10:07 PM puts us in the block of time labeled “Relax” and colored purple. I could do anything in these next two hours. And I decided to get a little high and talk to you.

<3

I haven’t smoked in a while, it’s true! Especially alone. A girl does not have the time. But I’ve been looking forward to it, knowing its at the priority list, but if I can just,, do enough,, to reach it. Lmao. I meant it when I said I’ve been busy.

Unfortunately, I’ve got so much, too much, sativa. I know, I know, so lame; shut up about weed strains. But I had to say it?! Why did I go crazy. Why did I do that. Lol. Anyway, the only non **wake up** product got with me is this hyrbid flower. Didn’t even get the chance to think about rolling by the time I see this beautiful little blue bowl. Honestly viewer, I forgot where I got it from. Thus prompted the following one-handed-ly-typed note:


I take notes a lot, when I’m awake. About lots of things, right. Here’s another:


So know they’re (me) talking about those personal communications file flippers. Do you know the old ones? Where 90s business professionals used to keep track of how long its been since they last intereacted with a person? Boy have those had an effect on me. Why do I think about those all of the time. I just wished upon mine, but alas, it does not exist.

I’ve been thinking a lot today, yesterday. So much, in comparison to how much I’ve been looking at myself. Very little. So much so, that when I go to get a little high and on my porch with my blog, as a treat, hehe, and I see my reflection in the facetime app, it gives me pause. I am a person, I am a human, I’m one of them, the rest of them, who you think about all the time. And you’ve got people. Wait, who are those people? And how are they doing?

That might be something I need to do more.

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Welcome to K-Ray94.4, this is your DJ Kate. For your considering, the following, without further ado…

  1. Hawks | Jodi
  2. Rubberneckerss | Christian Lee Hutson
  3. End of Beginning | Djo
  4. Salvation Army | Harrison Whitford
  5. Calling the Shots | Jamie B.
Horable Mention: I’d Have to Think About It | Leith Ross

Guys, gals, pals, despite love, despite commitment, despite trust, I can not get myself to listen to anything other than indie/folk right now.

I’ll be back, though, I’ll be back…………….

That one bowl went berserk. Another? she asks.

Trader Joe’s chocchip muffin for now, thanks.

Part of me’s been wanting to change the theme on here, super randomly. Like it’s too bright. I really like the old Microsoft look, haha, but want something darker…? Or I’m clinging to a passing vampirism fetish?

I can see the glowing lights of the city skyline from here. They’re twinkling, like jewels, through the new gap in the tree foliage. Soon there will be more of them, and I’ll have a warm drink, a scarf and mittens. I look forward to those times.

Lots to look forwardto. !! :)

I’ve been liking these thoughts so far, catching their flow through time. I like writing; i just always get so scared.

Until soon, very soon, as there’s lots to discuss,
Kate
10/10/23 10:31PM

p.s. playlist ‘momtober’