been so great

title ripped from magbay.

listening to music i would normally listen to in the summer*, been craving it, because i'm feeling that happy.

haven't been journaling. haven't been writing. there's been no. time. ///pppooosss!!!

i smoked a little joint today after work-- from my coworker, lol godsend she's so awesome-- and thought dumb things like:

1. my life about people not being able express their love to me (lol this is the reason i can never post the blog)
2. that i believe the most injurious tragic truth really is we speak different languages
3. (again) the human mind struggles with difference
4. it'll be fine
5. (getting my laundry) i should lean into being hot
6. i have no idea where anything is going. i obviously didn't before.

last night i crossed the rest of my career paths off of my list i made a long time, situated in notion surrounded by various other structured pages about the future.

setlist: dark green water - great grandpa; fadea way - hannah diamond; turning off the rain - magdalena bay; stupid (can't run from the urge) - underscores; z